Eyes Open

Written by: Tynnea

Lauren and I were back in the school in Magdalena today which was really great as we got to meet some of the kids who need sponsors, and hear some of their stories. As great as it is to hear about these amazing kids, it was also incredibly difficult to hear how much they struggle on a daily basis. We actually got the chance to do a home visit today to one of the families, and to be honest I had no idea what to expect. So to say the least, I was shocked when we arrived to find that their house, walls and roof, were made of tin, and the floor was just dirt. Immediately just walking in, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. So far, I hadn’t gotten a chance to really go to where the people were, they were always coming to us. And now I really understand why some of the other ministry sites, like social work, have been having such a hard time. While we were playing with the kids, I couldn’t help but look around, and try and think and imagine how more than 10 people lived in this tiny space that is smaller than my bedroom. That really hit hard.

The last week, I was really feeling encouraged, and like I was in a good place, and I was just seeing all the good around me. It’s not like I was ignoring the ugly, but I guess I just sort of accepted it. Today was a bit of a rough day for me. Seeing those kids, and the conditions they live in, and how somehow they trust in God so much that they’re still able to have a smile on their face, it just blows me away. I can honestly say that I wish that I could be like them sometimes. It’s very humbling.

Over a week has passed, and I can’t believe that in 4 more days we’ll be home. In many ways, I wish that I could stay here, and find a way to really change things and make a difference. I think there’s a part of all of us that wishes the same thing.